1. Ive loved a few but have only truly been in love once. It was as graceful as nuclear holocaust. Complete destruction everywhere but the power of it was unrivaled. It was the only time that love almost killed me. 2. My tattoos all have meaning & describe pieces of my heart. One represents the one person I will always miss more than anything. The newest ones represent my family & the most difficult struggle that I have faced, along with the rise from the ashes & strength that I have gained. 3. My children, a few close friends, guardian angels & music (generally hate music/metal, mixed with everything else) get me through hard times, help me deal with frustration & sadness or celebrate victories & happiness. I love to sing but am terrible at it. I also love to dance. 4. I was once told that Im not physically able to carry a baby. That theory was wrong & I was blessed four times with my four babies. Unfortunately it was also right and I have suffered through miscarriage. I wonder if the loss ever gets easier. I keep it to myself but it still crosses my mind. 5. I consider many people friends but only have five that know me well. I dont think anyone knows me completely. I only talk to two on a regular basis, because life is crazy. 6. Aside from my children, a few family members & my closest friends, there are two people in this world that I would take a bullet for without blinking an eye. Neither of which are in my life anymore but some bonds are never broken, regardless of circumstances. 7. I have a pot belly pig. I sold him a few months ago planning to move out of state, but when we realized we have to stay for a while because of medical issues, my son bought him back for my birthday. We love Piggy. And Whiskey the duck. 8. I love/hate this town. We used to have lots of family here, everyone is gone now & the majority of our relatives are up north. Where its really cold. I hate being cold but have wanted to move north to be closer to family. 9. I am a freak of nature & have always been skinny. I dont diet. I do work out in an attempt to build body mass, not lose weight. I get a lot of crap for being skinny. I eat. A lot. 10. I am happy. I try to find the good in everything. Sometimes the good comes from the warmth of the flames when the bridge is burning. 11. Speaking of which ^^^^ my self-destructive nature will push me to burn bridges (& everything in sight) when someone destroys my heart, no matter how much I still love them. Im very forgiving but everyone has limits. 12. I hate liars. Id rather associate with a real asshole than a fake friend. Dont make me question your loyalty & youll never have to question mine. Stab me in the back or lie to my face & its possible that I may not forgive you. Choose your actions wisely. 13. The number game terrifies me because I rarely reveal personal facts about myself, even though I am honest, consider myself to be very open & am never afraid to say whats on my mind. 14. My sense of humor is slightly twisted. I love to laugh about everything. Especially if its inappropriate.
Posted on: Fri, 15 Nov 2013 18:54:02 +0000