10 I woke up the following day after 7pm in hospital with Martin by my side. When he saw me open my eyes he got up and ran to the door then before opening the door he came back and kissed my forehead then ran back to the door to call the doctor. I was so confused ukuthi ngikuphi and what is happening and Martin??? Apparently after Kholo hit me he left and Eva didnt know what to do. Martin says Eva tried calling my friend, and she wasnt answering her phone I assumed that was Sam then she called Uncle Martin. The doctor asked how I was feeling, I told him my head was heavy and body painful Doctor: Its alright, ill give you painkillers and an injection however I have bad news. Your baby didnt survive the beatings Me: *confused* Baby? Baby? What are you talking about bby? What was this man talking about??? Doctor: Im sorry you didnt know-you-were... he started stuttering I just broke down and cried. He told me that he will sedate me so that I can calm down. He did just that and I woke up the following day with my mom next to me Ma: Sonto thumbu wam kodwa Me: Mama, I cried. I wanted to tell her that I lost my baby but words were failing me. She told me to hush and that everything will be okay, she kissed me and said she had to go and also take Eva back to school before it got late. Then she left. The nurses refused to let my daughter in. They brought me food and I told them I wasnt hungry, they were begging me to eat hai I just didnt want to. I saw my phone next to my bedside, I took it and called Martin, he said he was at church and will come see me after 2. I told him to bring me a drinking yoghurt and flavoured water, he agreed then we hung up. There were a few messages and most were from Kholo apologising for what he did, I didnt respond. Another 1 from Sam asking why I was calling her on Friday, I also ignored it. Enye was from Martin asking me to wake up from the hospital bed and come back to him, I smiled. Then it was my sister Cebo telling me that Im in her prayers and those insurance adverts ke. I tried getting up and my body was still painful,I went to take a bath then came back and got clean PJs, wore them and got into bed. Martin came around 3 and we sat there talking nje, he was making me laugh and we didnt talk about what landed me in hospital. When visiting hours were over, he kissed my forehead and left. I sat in that bed and thought of calling Kholofelo. I took my phone and called him *ring ring* *ring ring* Kholo: Baby Im sorry Me: I got a miscarriage Him: What you were pregnant? We were pregnant baby? Me... Him: Baby Im so sorry.........he started crying, asking himself what he had done Me: Dont cry over spilt milk Kholofelo, the child is gone....I just wanted to hurt him nje Him: Baby please forgive me. Then he hung up. Tears just started flowing and I couldnt control them. I took my Danou or whatever that thing is, the yoghurt that is mixed with juice, lol I know he bought the wrong thing. I drank it then tried sleeping till I passed out. The following day I got discharged. I waited for Martins lunch time then he came to pick me up. We got to my place then he came inside with me. He told me he had to go cause he has a 2:30pm meeting at Northriding. He told me to call him later. I nodded my head then he left. I went to the bedroom and the was a note in bed which read Im sorry it had to end like this. Im not trying to be insensitive but Sam is pregnant with my child and I want to be a part of my babys life full time. Im also sorry about the miscarriage. I will always love you Sonto. Kholo
Posted on: Wed, 03 Sep 2014 11:02:37 +0000
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