15 years has passed so suddenly.... Dear Dad, Not one single moment passes in my life without me thinking of you. I miss you so much. May 14th 1999 forever changed my life. It was the worst day of my life. I will never forget the empty feeling, the hurt, the devastation. My Grandma called to tell me you had passed. I dropped the phone and screamed for hours. Most traumatic event I have ever had to endure. I was told that my Superman had been taken from me. How could this be? We had plans for the summer. Fishing trips, baseball to play, jam sessions with you and the black fender, Good ole Dad and Son stuff. I will always wonder to myself all the things we could have done together. All the things I missed out on with you. God always said there is a greater plan, but how could this be greater? I was just a boy that needed his Daddy. I am a grown man and I still need you Dad. I do my best to live a life that you would approve of. All I have ever wanted is your approval Dad. I look up to you like you are the best man to ever walk this earth besides Jesus Christ himself. I believe that as a fact. God gave you so many talents and gifts, you are the man, the myth, the legend. I admire you, I love you, I wish you could see your grand daughter grow up, she loves you and wishes she could see her Grandpa Rick, it makes me SICK that she gets sad when we talk about you Pops. She is the light of my life. Without Marissa, I dont know where I would be. God blessed me with a baby girl so full of life and love. I do my best to be the best Father I can be to her, the best I know how. I had you as an example and you were an EXCELLENT Father! I have never in my life felt so loved by one person than by you Dad. I miss that feeling of someone loving me so much that they cannot stand it. You always made me feel like I was the most important person on the planet. I miss that more than I can explain. I feel lost and alone without you. I feel abandoned like a black sheep on the side of a lost highway just wandering through life, hoping not to get ran over. The hurt is almost unbearable. the feeling of loss is so strong, so hurtful, like a sword slicing through my soul. The pain remains, the memories flood through my head like a never ending playback. I think of all the love and happiness you gave me. It fills me up, it encourages me to move ahead, and to be a man that has your approval. Your opinion of me, ranks the highest. Dad I know youre always with me. Youre my guardian angel. When God decides to take me home, I hope you will be the first person I see to guide me home. I want it to be you. My Hero. Until that day Dad, I promise you on my life, that I will live a good life, be a man of God and do what is right. I love you Daddy. I always will. Until my last breath, I will love you. TRUE LOVE NEVER DIES!!!!!! I leave you with this song I keep close to my heart as I listen to you sing. If youve been thinking youre all that youve got Dont feel alone anymore When were together, then weve got a lot I am the river and you are the shore And it goes on and on watching the River run..... Listening and learning and yearning Run river run
Posted on: Wed, 14 May 2014 03:33:40 +0000
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