#1823 Admin - #BewareLongLoveStory Hi ppl, i dont belong to TCS, but i loved a gal who now belong to tcs. and this s not a confession just a TRUE boring life story of a pity myself. so ppl those who read this jus because you could afford for an internet connection pls switch over, and ppl who dont really have anything to kill time and those who dont mind abt grammar mistakes can read this n especially soup guys can. This gal and I started our education in a same school. we belong to a same village. we use to have big competition bw us in getting first rank n study related stuffs. during my 5th grade, i joined an another school. one day i met that 11 years old cute gal in skirt, who told me that she also joined some other school. FROM THAT DAY, i started thinking about that gal, but seriously dint hav any idea why. She used to take private bus to go to her school, i had an nice old bicycle. rarely i use bus n some times took the same bus which she takes. An other day, met her in bus n i was awestruck seeing her in chudidhar. Tat moment i completely fell for her. but since i was a small guy wearing half trousers, i was unaware of words like infactuation or love or any other words. Started doing all funny things like, crossing infront of her home in bicycle jus to see her face. started taking bus often jus to see her. but the moment she realized im doing all these to see her she stopped talking to me. and i dint hav guts to speak volunteerly. but kept doing all things to see her. An other day, came across this stupid word called LOVE, on that same moment realized that i was in love with this IDIOTIC Gal. felt lik all the festivals in the world fell on that same day. felt lik a hero. was extremely happy as if i married her. thereafter all my job was oly scheduling my time to see her. Spent part of my life in her street. All of her street people came to know abt me including her MOM. ther was a good distance bw bus stand and her home. she had to walk that every evening. my bicycle n I followed her every day. NEITHER she gave any reaction NOR i expect. my one n only aim was keep seeing her all the time possilby. Managed to catch her young brother as friend n came to know to some of her likes and dislikes. made them mine too. Had written hundreds of letter to express my love but none of them could reach her hand bcz of my shyness. i had named it as shyness jus bcz i couldn get tat appropriate word to express that fear which i get on seeing her face. It was my birthday when i was on my nineth grade. found it as a perfect opportunity to talk something with her. She was waiting for her bus, went near her with well prepared dialogues and a Five rupees chocalate n five thousand volts of shivering. Offered her that chocalate saying, today s my bday. She strongly denied to get that n asked me to move out of that place. My brain stopped working, instead tears stated. Rode my bicycle to home with tears. cried lik a baby, felt lik a loser. Now , had seen my 22nd bday. But still it s my most memorable bday. Then i was trying to figure out the reasons why she doesn lik me. couldnt figure out any other than , she was comparitively rich than me, undoubtedly beautiful than me. And i thot, if these two are de reasons, i cannot stop loving her cuz none of them were my mistakes. continued my cycle rides behind her everyday. if i had rode it in a same road i would be living now in kashmir now. It was my tenth grade public examinations, my school students got exam centre in the school which she was studying. I was in big dilemma whether to feel happy or sad. Bcz, i was extremely happy that it happened jus becaus ther s some unstoppable power for my love. but was worryin, why all these Fkn things happen when she doesn even like me. Dreaming abt her, replaced my preparation for exam. On my first exam, saw her in her school ground, she was preparing for de exam n i was staring at her lik a loser. entering to my exam hall, to my surprise she was sitting in that same hall. Starting scolding god any anything. Awesome exam hours, dint care about my marks. I surely known Neither ill get guts to approach her nor she would listen even i speak. On last exam, sculptured the most famous three words in my long size scale using compass. since i was such a coward who even cant give a scale to the girl whom he s mad on, gave it to an other gal asking her to deliver that . And even now i donno that scale went to how many number of pieces. Got decent marks, Adding to my Fkn surprises list, she got SAME marks as i got exactly. seeing tat SYNCH, Strongly decided tht, she s mine, lets wait for even million years. Got her home number thru his brother. but never used it. And then, became terrorist, started jumping onto her home terrace n ther was window through which i could see de hall. so, whenever she sits to watch t.v i can see her face. and a thing i dint understand till now s I got tat guts to jump into her home which may even take me to jail, but never got guts to speak to her face. so de number of hours i spent on seeing her face is countless, but de number of words ive spoken to her s very few. If i has to confess somethin, i have to ask sorry to her for jumping into terrace. but i dnt think she ll come across this post, so i wont. finished my 12th std, got 80%. she got around 90%. Both of us joined engineering, but in different colleges, separated by jus two kms. During my first year, wrote a letter which contains worst proposing dialogues and kept it inside my maths note. and gave it to her in her college bus stand. She had no other option than getting it cuz all de people standing around us were looking at her including me. And de result of that mission s , i had to put another new note. nothing happened positively. Rarely got some positive signals from her eyes while crossing her in bicycle. It boosted me to keep going. Went to the symposia which took place in her college . saw her, but de look which she thrown on me, even a beggar woulda never felt that low. but i dint get depressed. IN my third year, on a sunday went to nearby town with friends to watch a movie.. SYNCH stuff started working, SAW her there. First time seen her in a place, where no one know my face. so even she hit me with slipper, i need nt worryy. so decided to speak, Spoke, proposed, begged, did everything but she dint even consider. As days passed, started feeling lik im torturing her. so decided not to approach her from then. dint take any efforts volunteerly to see her. Saw her, oly when fate helped. Then she got placed in TCS. and surprisingly i too got placed in WIPRO. Recently, A friday evening saw her in a bus while going to my hometown. Looking her, Gave me a wonderful feeling that i never had. Promised myself that the next time i taking effort to see her should be to see her face on her marriage n to see that lucky fkr who s going to get my dream gal.
Posted on: Tue, 12 Nov 2013 05:14:00 +0000
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