2007 tak main punjab ke Ludhiana sehar me rahta tha 2008 me main apne village aaya. punjab bord se maine 8th class ki thi. ghar aa kar maine 9th class me admission liya. mai padhne me thik thai tha. hamare gaw me do dost the jinke kafi charche the dono bhai ki tarha rahte the. ek din ik ladki ke kaarn dono me dushmani ho gai. dono ki dushmani bhi usi tarha thi jaisi dosti. dono ek dusre ke jani dushman ho gaye the. ek dusre ko marne ke khwab dekhne lage. ek ka naam santosh, dusare ka naam sunil tha, Sunil ke paas aur bhi dost the wo power me santosh se jyada tha. isliye santosh ka saath mai aur mere ghar ke ladke dene lage. jisse santosh bhi befikr ho gaya. hum logo ne use dhiraj dhraya ki hamare rahte huye sunil uska kuch nahi bigad sakta. ab hum log ache dost ban gaye the santosh har baat humse sheyar karne laga tha. sunil ki ek sister thi jiska naam SUMAN tha. meri koi girlfriend bhi nahi thi. aur sehar se aaya tha isliye meri kadr bhi jayda thi. santosh ne mujhe sunil ki bahan ko patane ke liye kaha. maine bhi ha kar di. santosh ka man sirf Sunil se badla lena tha. maine SUMAN ko parpos kiya. usne kaha soch kar btati hu mujhe ykin nahi tha ki wo ha kar degi. usne ha kar di. us din se meri khushi ka koi thikana na raha. main bahut khush rahne laga lekin mujhe to badla lena tha. mujhe to istemal kiya ja raha tha aur main bhi istemal ho raha tha. lekin such main dhire dhire suman ke pyar me pagal hone laga wo bhi mujhse milne ko bechain rahti thi. jab tak hum ek dusare ko din me do char baar dekh na le tab tak chain nahi milta tha. lekin ek din aisa aahi gaya jis din se har ek premi ghbra jata hai, dono dushman phir se dost ban gaye, santosh ne mujhe kaha tum suman se dur ho jaao jab usne ye baat kahi to mera man kiya ki uska khun kar du. lekin maine apne aap ko rok liya aur use kaha nahi chodu ga jo karna hai kar le, doston aap to jante hi hai………….. dosto aap to jante hi hai. ki koi bhi apne pyar ko pane ke liye kuch bhi kar sakta hai agar pyar sacha ho to. bas phir kya tha mai bhi har musibat ka samna karne ko taiyar tha. lekin suman ke bhi ne mujhse kuch kahne ki bajha suman ko pareshan karne laga. wo meri suman ko roj marta tha magar mai kuch nahi kar sakta tha.ek din mujhe bhi gussa aaya maine bhi apna ek tarika nikala maine sunil ke naam ki supari nikal di… lekin ye kadam mere liye bahut mahanga sabit hua. ek din sunil ne suman se kaha ki use bhul ja varna mai use mar dunga matlab mujhe….lekin mai to uske naam ki supari pahle hi de chuka tha pure 20000Rs . phir suman ne mujhe bataya ki mera bhai tumhe marna chahta hai. mai nahi chahti ki tumhe kuch bhi ho. maine kaha tum befikr raho mujhe kuch nahi hoga maine tumhare bhai ke naam ki supari pahle hi nikal di hai.. 2-3din me use thik kar denge sab. mai khud kuch nahi kar sakta tha qki agar mai kuch karta to pura shor ho jata isliye maine supari nikali thi. jab supari walk baat suman ko pata chali to pagal si ho gai qki aakhir wo uska bhai tha. phir suman ne kaha ki mai kisi parkar ka jhagda nahi chahti maine kaha thik hai agar tum chahti ho ki koi jhagda na ho to nahi hoga… phir suman ek din mere ghar aai aur kaha tum mujhe bhul jaao itna Kab kar wo chali gai phir maine usse baat karne ki bahut koshis ki magar nahi ho pai aur 6month ke baad pata chala ki ab wo kisi aur se pyar karti hai. aur usse uski shadi bhi pakki ho gai hai. phir maine bhi apne man ko smjhate huye kaha ki tu use bhul ja. magar nahi ho saka ab shayad ho bhi nahi sake ga..aab uski shadi ho chuki hai. aur mai tanhai me aaj bhi gut …gut ke jita hu. aaj building mujhe Yahi lagta hai ki wo aayegi ek din. mai jaanta hu wo nahi aaye gi lekin phir bhi mai uska intzar karta hu….aur shayad karta bhi rahunga . mujhe usne bina kuch bataye hi chod diya .. isliye ab mujhe ki ladki pe bharosa nahi hota. mujhe lagta hai sari ladkiya ek jaisi hai aur shayad hai bhi …ab kisi se dil lagane ko dil nahi karta …?
Posted on: Thu, 26 Sep 2013 12:58:10 +0000
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