#299 I hav always been true nd trustworthy to al my frndz.. Nd wen i im really close to someone, they literally become my life.. id do absolutely anything fr them.. my frndz knw tht too.. Im always thr, any time of the day..any day of the year, wenever my frndz need me... But i always find tht... wen i need someone, wen i want a shoulder to cry on or jus someone to talk to, thrs no one fr me... i end up feelin really alone nd tht makes me feel worse.. i dono y tis always hpns to me.. ppl r near me oly wen they r sad, wen they r upset, wen they r in some problm, wen they need my help... im not sayin its a bad thing, sometimes i feel great, tht im able to b thr fr them wen they need me, but wat abt wen i need them? they all become busy.. with either other frndz, family or lovers... its really frustrating nd extremely irritating.... And at tis particular moment, i jus wanna bawl my eyes out.. i feel horrible, terrible nd miserable.. y do i always end up alone? y do they make me feel lik im not important...? The worst part is, they knw ill forgiv them no matter wat, so even if i tell them abt it, theyl jus say sorry nd do it again... bcz thts jus how i am, nd thts y they al take advantage of me.. i really want to change myself, i try but i keep failing... For me, i don really believe in al tis love... love is jus a temporary illusion, eventually u wil come back to the real world...nd ull realise tht u wr actually in a dream... friendship nd family is the real life.. but most families nd frndshps never get as much care nd respect as love gets, nd thts the saddest part... Admin : The person who cares most is the one who is hurted more !!! This has happened to me too !! #admin says : Hope oneday people around you finds the importance of being with you and respect ur presence :)
Posted on: Thu, 17 Oct 2013 18:07:21 +0000