3 years ago to this day I was forced to say goodbye to my second daughter. I (stupidly) asked a potential client and her partner to watch you so I could run inside to get them information on how to care for ferrets. I came back 30 seconds later and you were nowhere to be found. They hadnt watched you and you squeezed through the fence to where my mums dogs were kept. I can still hear the ear piercing screams you made like its happening all over again. Words can never ever begin to explain what it felt like to rush you to the Vet in my lap while you bled everywhere and gave me that look. You had already given up but I hadnt, I wasnt ready to lose you, I was never prepared to say goodbye. They tried everything to save your life but there was too much damage. Adrenalin to your heart still couldnt save your tiny body. I sat there and was forced to watch you take your last breath. I remember it like it was yesterday. I sat on the Consult Room floor at the Emergency Vets and cried so hard I vomited in their bins over and over again. Nibbles laid on top of your body to say her confused goodbyes and I just cried, over and over again. Screaming at you to wake up. Dont leave me. Im not ready. My soul ferret. My absolute everything was crushed, shattered and torn apart the moment I lost you. Just writting this is making me bawl my eyes out. What I would give to cuddle you one more time, to hear you dook and watch you war dance around the bedroom, to watch you cheekily steal all my plush toys and sleep in my beanbag. I would give the world to have you back in my arms my beautiful Weeny! I miss you and I love you so god damn much. I hope youre watching over me baby girl me?! I love you Weeny ♡♡♡ DIP ♡♡♡
Posted on: Sat, 27 Dec 2014 10:37:48 +0000
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