#581 Hours later when I woke up, I looked around, trying to adapt to the environment. I was in a hospital room and I was alone. I could hardly feel my body. Sean came in after a while. He smiled, he was carrying a glass of water. Him:hey babe. Me:hey. Him:water? Me: please. I mumbled. He first arranged my pillows properly and made me sit up comfortably. He helped me drink with the straw. Me:enkosi. I cleared my throat. Him:how you feeling? Me:0kay. Him:undothusile baby. Our babies are okay too. I smiled. Me:sehambile ugqirha? Him:ewe. Noyolo will take over. Shell be with us any minute from now, she was just busy with her rounds. Me:0kay. Did you call Luyolo? Him:for what? You guys are divorced mos, akhonto inidibanisayo. 0kay yeah, akhonto indidibanisa noLuyolo kakade. I just wanted him next to me so bad. Him:Zama cela uyeke ucingana noLuyolo and his kids. They moving on, uLuyolo uyatshata in two weeks, xa uzosoloko uzenzela istress ngoLuyolo, we might lose our kids. Me:dont say that. Him:if you carry on like this, izokwenzeka lonto. I kept quiet. Noyolo came in with dad. Dad:hey my angel. I smiled. Me:hey dad. He kissed my forehead and sat next to me. Dad:how you feeling? Me:im okay tata, thank you. Noyolo:Mims have you been taking your vitamin pills? Me:yes. Noyolo:how often? Me:besendizlibala. Sean:njani ulibale abantwana Zama? Yazbona phofu ukba ucareless kanjan. Dad:ngumntana wakho lo othetha naye ngolhlobo? Sean:hayi Ta. Dad:a little respect for my daughter, ungeka phumi ngala mnyango. Qubekeka mntanam. Noyolo:tata, uMimi was given vitamin pills to help boost the weak pulse out of the three. So I think she wasnt taking them correctly plus shes under a lot of stress and pressure. Dad:but are they okay now? Noyolo:yes they okay. Their gynea will explain as to why the pulse rate is not normal, my job here is just to stabilise her and thats it. Dad:enkosi mntanam. Noyolo:its my pleasure tata. Please excuse me, I need to fill my rounds, ndizobuya ngawe Mimi. Me:0kay. She walked out. Sis Vee later joined us, she brought me a basket of fruit and some goodies. God bless this woman. I thanked her and started eating. After a while, she and dad had to leave, I thanked them for coming and they left. Sean and I sat in silence for a while. I stared at the door, really hoping that Luyolo would just walk in, I wanted someone who would cheer me up and make me laugh, but hey, who was I fooling, he had a fiancé to cheer up, not me. yazbona ke Zama? I snapped out of my thoughts. Me:mh? Uthini? Him:exactly what I was talking about. You stressing yourself out and lonto is affecting our kids. Me:Im not stressed. Him:whatever it is is babe, its bothering you. He held my hand. Him:listen... I wanna do the best I can to protect you and our angels. You guys are the best thing that has happened to me. Ndlela le ndivuya ngayo, I actually think of all kinda cute names for them. Me:they have names already. He smiled. Him:really? Me:yeah. Well my dad is good at that naming ish. Him:what did he name them? Me:Lubanzi uThandoLwethu. Him: What is the meaning of Lubanzi? Me:deep...huge...big. Him:that describes our love? Me:yeah, our love for them. Him:and for us. Stop lying to yourself baby, theres my seeds growing inside you, you cant tell me you dont feel anything for me. Me:i would be lying nyani if I say I dont feel anything. We should have a connection, which is only joined together by our kids. Him:I love you. Me:you hurt me. Him:I didnt mean to.. I have no excuse for cheating but it was never to hurt me. Me:well you did. Him:and I want to make it work. All I need is a chance...ndifuna abantwana bethu bakhulele phambi kwethu. Uthando lwethu lubebanzi worse. I giggled. Mxm, this white nigga though. Him:maam Le Roux. Me:swerve man! Andikufun nyani Sean. I trusted you once with my fragile heart and you broke that ish. Im doing so much better with no man in my life either than my dad and father in heaven. Him:I love you though...so much more now...
Posted on: Sun, 07 Sep 2014 21:21:45 +0000
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