#87 Wabuya uPhila from work and I told him about his fathers visit, he was livid! He called him ngoko nangoko telling him to stay the hell away from his wife and him too. Ndase ndamsizela shame utata wabantu, I didnt think he deserved it at all but ndathula ke kuba ndingafuni uxabana nomyeni wam ngento encinci kanje. After he was done talking on the phone he suggested that we go out for supper with the twins, I was relieved kuba ndisonqena upheka. By the time sicinga uhamba uNhanha was already up and we knew that uboy uzovuka naye in a few minutes, nyan ke wavuka and we left. Saya eSpur, it was nice being out as a family, it was like a breath of fresh air and we didnt even once talk about family politics Phila we should do more nights like this Me yes we should before they get older and dont want to hang out with us anymore he laughed Phila and Im fighting off boys kuQhama Nhanha laughed as if uyeva ba uthini utatakhe Me what about uNande yena Phila zoba yicharmer alok yena, afane nodaddy wakhe Me hahaha hamba charmer Phila but its true baby, we have very beautiful children Me yes we do I looked at them and smiled, ndiyabathanda oobhabha bam kodwa. We went straight home right after that, I took a long bath while Phila stayed with the kids ogqiba ndanxiba my pjs and went to join them. They stayed up until 8 then we went to put them to bed sabuya sahlala elounge Phila my father has a nerve yazi! Me kodwa baby, you need to find it in your heart to try and forgive him Phila hay bhabha I just cant, I cant even tell myself to try Me hes your dad and he doesnt have much longer to live Phila I dont even believe that I looked at him startled Me hay bo! Why would he lie about dying? He shrugged Phila I dont know maybe hes got a plan, he wants something more, like maybe he doesnt have any more or hes running away from the police or whatever I gave him that really? Look and he stood up point is, hes probably scheming something. Why now? Where had he been all these years?! Me all Im saying is that you should give him a chance Phila no Me alright I turned off the tv and followed him to the bedroom. Waye waphela unyaka kuse kubi kunjalo between Phila and his dad, he even stopped bothering us cos wayebona ba Phila wants nothing to do with him. Sade samncama kwa thina sonke, ukuthetha naye. Luna had formed some kind of relationship with her father and she was super worried about his health and everything. Things between Phila and I were great, I was just falling more and more in love with him everyday, our little ones were growing kakuhle and getting cuter everyday. I was still in touch with my family especially with my mom, she and bhut Musa were getting married that year, its funny how I got married first before she did. My little brother was growing up to be a very handsome little guy and endithanda laway shame umntana kamama :) . Tk was still good and still with Sbu but wayembetha which I dont understand why she wouldnt leave him but Lukhanyo was still good and also cute, still no trace if utata wakhe though. My friends were still good and we had all passed kakuhle and we were now doing our 3rd year. Basically life was good but I kept wondering about Philas dad cos kudala samgqibela, I was worried about Phila cos if his dad passed on engazange ade amxolele, he would regret it. Waqhubeleka unyaka and everything was still great but sasiphonelwe nguMa esithi utata ka Phila is gravely ill and is in hospital at St Marys, hes asking for all his children but Phila didnt want to go see him. We heard those news in March, then it was April, yadlula ifirst birthday ye twins, we had a huge party for them and I know they enjoyed it, they looked so happy plus they could walk now qha bemosha kakhulu. Phila and I were talking about buying a house because as the twins grow, the apartment would become smaller. I had already started looking, I didnt want to leave Gonubie so it was my first option ukujonga iindawo khona. One night I received a call from uMa, it was a Thursday night and Phila was in the shower Me hello ma Ma hello sisi, ninjani apho? Me siyaphila ma akhonto ninjani nina apho? Ma hay noko siyacenga qha sikhathazwa ngutata ka Luna Me utheni mama? Ma ei ugulela ibhokisi lamntu, uyaphela umjongile. Ibuhlungu mntanam lanto ebendiyibona ba. Ungamathambo umntu iphelile. Bendithetha noLuna, uthi uyabuya ngomso Me iyho mama zambi ke ezondaba Ma ewe mntanam, he doesnt have long to live, uzosishiya soon but ebengathanda ukubona abantwana bakhe Me yho ma kengoku izothiwani le ka Phila yona into kuba kaloku ngulo angafuni nokumbona utata she sighed deeply Ma awunokhe uzame uthetha naye mamjwarha, nani nibuye kule weekend mntanam Me okay ma, ndizokhe ndizame Ma khawuzame Mamj, undifownele Me ewe ma we said our goodbyes then she hung up. I sat and thought ba inoba ndizomqala ngaphi uPhila nkosi yam. I was deep in thought when I heard him talking Me mm? Phila ukhathazwe yintoni bhabha? Me khazohlala phantsi baby he came to sit in front of me Phila whats wrong? Me utata uyagula Phila he rolled his eyes annoyingly baby ndicela undimamele please Phila hay maan Liyabona! I held his face Me please....hes dying lamntu Phila and he needs you, ndicela ubeke your personal feelings aside and lets go see him, please baby Phila no, I dont want to see him, angase afe uba uyaqonda Me dont say that Phila I mean it Me you wont when hes dead, in fact youre going to regret the fact that you didnt even try. Let me teach you something about forgiveness ke myeni wam, its a gift and not only is it for the person who wronged you but it is also for yourself. You have to forgive him for yourself and free yourself from bearing this grudge, ayizukwenzela kwanto, instead its going to make you miserable and unable to live a full life. Atleast your father tried to reach out to you, even though he saw the light in his last days, he wont die like a coward because he was too let his children in, wena uzothi wenzeni? Then I stood up and left him sitting there ejonge phantsi. Ndafika ebedroom ndangena ezingubeni and called uMa, she wasnt happy about it but hoped that he would come around, ei so did I hey, so did I. After talking to uMa I heard Phila walk in, he got into bed and put his arm over my waist Phila bhabha? Me mm? Phila ndifuna ukuyobona utata I turned to face him Me really? Phila ewe Me what changed your mind? Phila you did, you got through to me I smiled and he pulled me close thank you then he kissed me Me its my pleasure my lips were still on his, we kissed for a long time then I pulled off his boxer shorts and played with uQwati wam, he was moaning softly and very hard, I wanted him inside me and fast. Ndakhulula umntla wepyjama then umzantsi, wakhwela phezu kwam then wayifaka, nam ke ntanga ndabe ndivulele ukodlula. I moaned softly, uQwati wabe engena kuzo zonke ikamera, sometimes he would move slowly then aphinde amove(e) fast, I clenched his butt and pushed him in deeper then ndavula kakhulu. He suddenly toppled me over and I was on top, I chuckled then started riding him like crazy, I felt my body build up to a climax and then my body erupted like a volcano as my orgasm swept through my body like a giant wave. Phila came after me and he clenched my hips as he came. I collapsed on his chest Phila I love you Me I love you too baby.... Savuka ekseni the following day and prepared to go to Mthatha. Pha emini after Phila came from work, we loaded up the car and I sat eback seat with the twins kuba ndifuna ubancancisa qha befuna. We drove sade sayofika and we started ekhaya kuqala, uMa was so happy to see us, she pulled me to the side Ma yhu uthethe naye njani? Me hahaha hay andazi nam ma ndimve sekesithi ufuna ukuyombona Ma yhu usebenzile Mamjwarha I smiled and Phila walked in Phila azba nihleba nithini we both laughed Ma sizohambani later ke nondoda, uNokwakha uzoshiyeka nabantwana Me hayi mama Im not going wandijonga Me I have a slight phobia to sick people and hospitals Phila chuckled Phila slight? You passed out the last time you were in a hospital! Me mxm hay suka wena maan! Ma oh mntanam uzoyika olohlobo na Me ewe ma yho ndiyaboyika abantu abagula kakhulu mna Ma okay ke mamj sizokushiya, asifuni ukushiya pha I laughed Me oh hay mama I went to help sis nokonwaba with supper, we dished up and washed the dishes. Oomama bahamba late and we were left alone with twins, oko simane sinqanda ama hayi ke noSisi. Yhu bayamosha abantwana bam kodwa. After 9 baye babuya oomama esbhedlele and Phila found me in the bedroom watching a movie, the twins were already asleep. Ndabe ndimbona shame ba uphatheke kakubi ubaby wam, I just called him over to me and just held him tightly and close. He was crying and I felt so sad and heartbroken, I couldnt bare to see him like that Phila Liya, imbi lanto bendiyibona pha Me its going to be okay baby Phila I hate seeing him like that, hes my father and I wasnt there for him when he needed me, all I did was push him away when he reached out to me Me but now you have a chance to make it right Phila how can I? He only has a few days to live, how will I ever be able to make it up to him Me just show him that all his efforts were not in vain and that you loved him as his son, thats all he ever wanted. Show him that you forgave him with all your heart, he will die a happy man and finally be at peace he looked at me with red eyes and I kissed him softly its going to be okay, I promise he nodded and laid his head on my chest...there is nothing more painful that to see the man you love cry phamb kwakho :(
Posted on: Sat, 12 Jul 2014 17:14:34 +0000
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