A few ...well several images from todays road trip and hike over to Klamath, Tulelake, and the Lava Beds National Monument...the sunset on the way home was THAT incredible, blazing and burning across the winter sky. It held substantial meaning for me tonight on our ride home, due to a very vivid dream I had about my Dad last night- Ive had 3 dreams about him since he passed nearly 16 years ago this coming March. I still cantvwrap my head around that. The difference in this dream was that it was more like an encounter. He came to me, surrounded by the most beautiful golden light, he looked strong, healthy, and handsome. In most dreams, one has visions, but my Dad actually SPOKE to me in this encounter, which is what I will call it, as his message was poignant, direct, and his message was clear about my family and his disappointment at the state we are in. Yet, he said to me how very proud he was of myself, my brother, and my sister. Its obviously more personal, and too much to write about,but I did already write 9 pages regarding this golden encounter when I woke up this morning, while it was still fresh in my mind. I believe with my whole heart that whatever these encounters are, that they have a much deeper meaning than we know. In my life, I have seen my Guardian Angel at the foot of my bed, when I was 6 yrs old. I woke up in the middle of the night, my brother and sister gone over night for sleep overs. We lived in Portland, and I asked my Mom, could I sleep downstairs in the room across from her and my Dads. Now, under normal circumstances, if Id woken up in the middle of the night to see a man, swathed in robes, and a glowing aura, surrounding him like moonlight, I would more than likely screamed blood curdling wails, but this man looked at me with the most serene, kind, and gentle expression, a slight smile on his face, his eyes so blue, there is no describing the shade, and his hand was on my leg, so that I felt the warmth and weight of it. I sat up and just looked at this man,and felt complete love, and safety. My mom got up to go to the bathroom, looked in on me, saw exactly what I was seeing, used the restroom, and went back to bed-at that point, I laid down and fell back asleep. My mom was my witness, and hard as I have tried to reconcile what happened that night, I have only been able to know with out a doubt, that something greater exists. Was it my Guardian Angel, watching over me, has he been my entire life? Now, some may think Im crazy, and until now, Ive only shared that story with those closest to me. So, after this vivid encounter last night with my late Father, so vivid, so real, that I woke up with copious amounts of tears streaming down my face, and today was such a beautiful day of revelations, and the very clear message that everything will be ok. Im alright. Im enough. I have a family I love, and while we have our differences, I know that there is no room for anger inside of me, no room for hate. I am forgiveness. I am free. I am Love, and I do pray that one day the ones I love and care for the most will walk beside me, as life is too short, especially when there is so much unnecessary loss, that just doesnt make sense. Ivery never been a doctrinely religious person, but I am a Man of Faith so strong and unfaltering, and I pray each day and night for those near and dear. If you read this far, and looked at these beautiful pictures, then I thank you for giving me yet another chance to share and show compassion, and love. As its been said for lifetimes, and as I say it as my own mantra, Love is all there is. Bless each and every one of you 💗
Posted on: Sat, 24 Jan 2015 04:52:36 +0000
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