A new year is arriving, and I plan on dedicating it on working very hard, and becoming successful, but to be successful you 1st need to surround yourself with people who will uplift you, and detach yourself from people who are only in your life to hold you back. So, before you can become my friend, partner, and/or significant other, you must 1st know this: I have serious abandonment issues. What does that even mean? It means that once you entered my life, it will take a very long time, plus require a very large amount of trust & loyalty to be shown/proven, for me to actually give a f*ck whether you stay or leave. I HATE lies with a passion, meaning that if you lie to me once about ANYTHING, you could consider our relationship over, even if we remain in contact after youve lied. Also know that the moment youve entered my life, to me, it is the countdown of when you betray me, Im paranoid and expecting it, Im watching you very closely, meaning that youre a suspect, a potential backstabber, and a liar, UNTIL you have reached the point of proving/showing me otherwise... By now, youre probably thinking, Damn, who would want to be your friend when youre that way? Do you see any photos uploaded on my page of me with my friends? Nobody has reached that level... yet. Dont think Im an asshole, I didnt just wake up this way one day. This is just the outcome and/or defense mechanism of being repeatedly betrayed and/or abandoned by everybody that Ive ever loved, and that has told theyve loved me, since way too young. Basically meaning that if you tell me you love me, it doesnt mean shit to me. Nothing you ever say means anything. Everything to me is shown, and proven, but not told. Once youve reached the point of gaining my trust, (which takes a very long time and most people leave before then) then you have gained somebody that will show you the true meaning of FRIEND.
Posted on: Tue, 30 Dec 2014 20:57:35 +0000
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