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A year ago I was all in for that 365 page book thing. Thinking all positive and shit. After almost a year if continuous letdowns, finally on the 353rd day there was something worth writing on the page. Two days later the carpet was ripped out from under me and I was slammed face first into disappointment and despair anyway. Six months of everything Ive got. Everything I fought for, every reason I lived for, thrown away. Dont expect me to be positive about entering a new year. There wont be a new book. There is nothing left to look forward to. I guess Im just in survival mode. Simply existing day by day. When all I really want, just for once in my lifetime, I want to experience or to know what it is to feel tears of joy or happiness. Even for relief. Maybe thats why Im still here, life isnt complete yet.
Posted on: Thu, 01 Jan 2015 01:52:13 +0000

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