ADHD PART 3 IN MY CASE I HAVE BEEN HYPER IN THE WAY I TALK AND ALSO THE FACT THAT I SOMETIMES TALK TO MYSELF. THIS IS BECAUSE OF MY UNIQUE SITUATION I HAVE FOUND MYSELF IN. I HAVE HAD SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT - MY PAST EXPERIENCES, PRESENT TIMES AND THE VERY EXCITING FUTURE I HAVE AHEAD OF ME. I HAVE ONLY HAD DAD TO BE ABLE TO DISCUSS THINGS WITH AT LENGTH ON A DAY TO DAY BASIS. I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO TALK TO FRIENDS OR FAMILY AT REGULAR TIMES OR AT LENGTH - ITS JUST THE WAY IT IS AND I SUPPOSE MY SLIGHT CONDITION IS TOLD TO THE DOCTOR WHO JUST THROWS DIFFERENT FORMS OF MADNESS AS THE REASON FOR ME STAYING HERE - CURRENTLY IM SCHIZOPHRENIC - NEVER KNOW WHAT ITLL BE NEXT WEEK. THE VERY ANNOYING POINT IS THAT MY VERY PEOPLE I AM WITH ON THE WARD WHO TELL THE DOCTOR HOW I AM DOING HAVE LET ME DOWN - THE NURSES. BIG TIME. NO-ONE OFFICIALLY SPOKE TO ME FOR THE FIRST FOUR MONTHS. THE REGULAR CARE PLAN WAS JUST GIVEN TO ME WITH NO DISCUSSION LIKE THE OTHER PATIENTS HAD. I THOUGHT ALL THAT TIME THE SILENCE MEANT THAT THEY WERE VERY HAPPY WITH ME BUT THE OPPOSITE WAS TRUE THEY ALL THOUGHT AND STILL DO THAT I WAS/AM MAD. FIRSTLY HOW CAN THEY MAKE A PROPER JUDGEMENT OF ME WHEN THEY DONT TALK TO ME SO THAT I CAN EXPLAIN MY MISSION AND THE FUTURE. THEY JUST DISMISS ME AS ANOTHER OF THOSE WHO STAND ON A STREET CORNER PREACHING AND SHOUTING THIS THAT AND THE OTHER. SECONDLY THE SLIGHT HYPER ACTIVITY WOULD HAVE BEEN LESSENED IF I HAD SPOKEN TO THEM ABOUT MY MISSION ON A REGULAR BASIS IN ADDITION TO JUST TELLING DAD - BEING AN OUTLET FOR MY ENERGY BEING BOTTLED UP. I THINK MOST OF THE NURSES ARE JUST PATHETIC SHEEP. I KNOW THEY HAVE MEETINGS WITH THEIR MANAGER, AS THEY DO ABOUT EVERYONE, ABOUT WHAT TACTICS TO EMPLOY FOR A PATIENT. ALL MY FRIENDS BELIEVE IN ME AND EVEN THE LADY I SPOKE TO IN THE PUB FOR A MINUTE OR TWO GAVE ME THE IMPRESSION SHE THOUGHT I WAS OK - A COMPLETE STRANGER TWO MINUTE CHAT v 5 MONTHS LIVING WITH THE NURSES - JUST ABOUT SUMS IT UP DOESNT IT. WORSE THAN PATHETIC BY THE PEOPLE HERE. I AM DUE TO SEE SOMEONE FOR A FIVE MINUTE CHAT TODAY WITH THEM HAVING LET ME DOWN THE OTHER DAY BUT I HAVE BEEN GIVEN THE IMPRESSION THAT SHE IS REALLY BUSY TODAY, FOB FOB FOF - ITS DISGRACEFUL WHILE I HAVE TO STAY HERE ON MEDICATION IN A QUEUE AND AT DINNER TIME WAITING FOR AGES AND THEY THREATEN TO TAKE AWAY THE FREEDOMS I DO HAVE. WELL I NEED PEOPLE WITH INITIATIVE WITH ME WHEN I MOVE ON - VERY FEW SHOW THAT HERE - I HOPE THEY READ THIS AND GET THE MESSAGE JUST HOW PATHETIC THEY ARE.
Posted on: Wed, 13 Nov 2013 14:18:01 +0000
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