About two weeks before my familys trip to Pilot Station mid August 2011, while purchasing tickets for my family on line from work to travel round trip from Anchorage, I got this unexplainable feeling in my gut, mind and heart that something bad was going to happen in Pilot Station when we all come back from our trip for me to go back by myself. I constantly kept reminding all my children to behave, pray and go to church. I still had the feeling during our visit and when we arrived back. The night before my son drown during work on his way back to Borel Fisheries, he texted me; I have a heavy load here. (Meaning boat full of fish, he was a boat tender) be careful. I replied, I know ma, I love you. He txtd. I love you too. I txtd. He usually txtd or calls me when he returns home or wakes up to share to me how work went. I prayed then slept. Next morning went to work, my daughter calls me at work stating that shes at her grandparents home that there is a search and rescue out looking for my son who havent arrived at Borel the night before. Right away I checked my cell- he hadnt txtd or called yet- then I realized my unexplainable gut, mind and heart feeling was gone but was replaced by worry and prayers for good news as I was hoping my son was found walking along the river or in his boat safe stranded somewhere. I fell on my knees as they were weakened, had to leave work. A few hours later we got such sad, heartbreaking, unbelievable, stomach squelching news that my sons body was found. I so, wanted to die from that painful, chest, stomach, all over weakness news. At that time two of my girls were in GILA along with my son adopted to my aunt. Sure enough my gut, mind and heart feeling of going back to Pilot Station alone came true. I shared this feeling to Fr Stanley Heckman and others, Fr Stanley says that mother and child has this unexplainable strong bond that only we share. I believe him, I also believe that my son and I will be reunited when the time comes. Thank you, Lord Jesus Christ, for sharing such a fine young man with us. Giving my son back to Our Creator was the most hardest thing for me to do. I love each and every one of you. Happy holidays.
Posted on: Thu, 11 Dec 2014 18:43:34 +0000
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