After reading a post about a liitle girl an daddys day at school sharing about her daddy who couldnt b there cuz hes soldier and had to go to heaven which I read our loud to my son and husbannd and could barely speak the words I was crying so much I began to cry harder thinkin its not fair that these amazing men have to leave their children that they love so much and would give anything to stay , while I have a father who is alive and doesnt give a shit about me. doesnt care about me hell doesnt even really know me. I was crying so bad I got up and layed in my husbands lap and he softly rubbed my back and my hair to calm me down. Thru my crying I said to him. Thank u so much, thank u for being here and being such an amazing dad an husband, even when its a bad day and u yell atleast ur here to yell I love u so much. He just smiled and kissed the top of my head. God thank u for amazing man and these amazing children. Thank u for soldiers and please bless their families. And thank u to my father he has done one good thing for me because of his lack of love an caring I took all that hurt an put it towards loving and appreciating my kids. His shittyness as a parent has now made me a better one. And thanks to anyone who took the time to tead this, I needed to get it off my chest. #brokenhearted #thankful
Posted on: Fri, 12 Jul 2013 05:03:06 +0000
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