All Ive ever wanted is for you to say something to stop me. Fight for me. Show me that you need me & love me. I shouldnt have to ask for that tho. When you love someone it should come naturally. You should never want to lose the person that you claim to love. This last year & a half has been a mess & it is spiraling downhill faster than I ever could have imagined. My life is falling apart right in front of me & there is nothing I can do but watch it. Im always left with broken promises. Things are going to change. When? Why should I continue to fall for the same thing over & over again. I dont get it. & if someone asked why I keep putting myself through this Id tell them its because I love you & I cant picture my life with anyone else. I wish you could feel the pain that I feel & cry the tears that I cry. One day itll hit you. Youll miss me. & Ill be with someone that appreciated me from day 1, someone that would never want to see me cry or be the reason that I am. What hurts the most is that you can just sit right next to me while Im crying & do absolutely nothing. Maybe one day you will find someone that is worth it to you. Im done being codependent & feeling like I cant live without you. Im done waiting. I wish you wouldve opened your eyes to what you had. Im giving up on you.💔
Posted on: Mon, 19 Jan 2015 04:34:08 +0000
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