And theres the tears. Not hormone tears, not tears of frustration, tears pouring out my eyes because my heart is bursting with love. Need I say yoga was amazing tonight? The meditation began with words that spoke right to my heart. Be my authentic self. If I am sad, be sad, if I am happy, be happy and if I am angry be angry. Forgive myself if I mess up (they had better words). Dont kick myself for it. Share my authentic self, live it in full view, without fear. This morning I had an ugly altercation with a stranger at a gas station. As I was pulling in a spot she come barreling in the wrong way, almost hitting me. Then she parks halfway in a handicap spot and halfway in a no parking. She then proceeded to dominate me with a stare. She asked what was my problem so I told her, she was blocking a handicap zone. She then came at me, calling me names She was looking for a fight and she found one. I did not speak from a place of love ( another goody from yoga). We were both full on egos clashing like oil and water. I forgot that she could have been going through something herself. Perhaps her loved one died, perhaps she lost a job. I beat myself up for it most of the day. When meditation said dont beat yourself up tears ran down my face. It was as if source was speaking directly to me. I let it all go and the love rushed in...I have become awAre of an intolerance, intolerant toward selfish people who do not think of anyone but themselves. Intolerant toward people who push around others. Inconsiderate people. ( I judged her as these, but I do not know her story). In this awareness I trust that I can respond from a place of love, but I will no longer beat myself up when I do not. This is me, living life, authentically. Its the only way I know how to be. Namaste
Posted on: Wed, 14 May 2014 00:07:52 +0000
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