Another Poem 😪😔💔 : As Im Standing In Self-Hatred Drowning In My Tears Looking Back On Life What Ive Been Through The Past 20 Years Living In My Brothers Shadow Everything I Do OR Say Wishing Somehow These Thing Will Change Praying For A Way Same Ol Shit Just A Different Day Living This Evil Life That Was Created Just For Me Starving For Love, Attention & Affection I Know None Of This Is How It Really Is Supposed To Be I Try To Be Strong Even Though I Be Feeling Weak Sometimes I Feel Like Giving Up But I Wont Accept That Level Of Defeat I Pretend Like Im Always Happy Although Im Not Okaay Waiting For This Pain To End That I Feel Every Day Its Hard To Say Whats Wrong When I Keep Stuff Tucked In & Its Hard To Keep Myself Going When Ive Been Blinded By Sight This Pain Is Never Ending It Just Go On & On & On Its Unbelievably Real I Just Wish It Was All Gone Trying To Pick Myself Up When Ive Fallen So Hard But Idk Where Im Going My Heart Is Weak , My Emotions Sore I Do My Best At Trying To Not Let It Show But Deep Down Inside I Feel Like Im Dying & Nobody Knows My Thoughts Are All Messed Up I Just Wish I Didnt Live This Messed Up Life
Posted on: Tue, 24 Jun 2014 04:35:13 +0000
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