Another long facebook post? Okay! So, Ive been thinking a lot about what happened. Especially at night because Ive been waking up from nightmares. Not fun. Ive just been wondering, whats really worth it? If I can lose my bestfriend and partner literally this easily, how easy is it lose everything else Ive cared for? Ive been having way too many ups and downs, anger to sadness moments, and Im just sick of it. I know I need to move on as many of you have told me, but I cant because of how this happened. It was so sudden, unexpected, and I tried so hard to stop it. Nothing worked though. Im just so confused how someone could just change their mind in such a short time-span and just move on to someone new. I feel like everything Ive done over the past 4 years hasnt meant anything, and that I was played for a fool the whole time. I just know it isnt right the way it happened. I dont know what to do. Its too hard to just move on knowing that this could happen again. I thought she was different, but I guess I was wrong. My judgement and trust are clouded, and I know time heals all wounds. But Im not at peace with how it happened. Its like if someone decided to pack their bags up in the middle of the night and just leave. Basically. Im not okay. And I just wanna make my life right again. But I dont know how.
Posted on: Fri, 01 Nov 2013 21:40:57 +0000
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