Anyone who really knows me knows my enormous love for my 2 amazing pugs, Bella and Baby!!! We got them 13 years ago (and only 10 months apart) and the story of their lives began! Immediately they filled our home, lives and hearts with unconditional love, joy and laughter!!!! They welcomed everyone into our home with an abundance of love and happiness, and it didnt take long for them to win over most peoples hearts!!!! This past December 7th, Bella passed away suddenly! I can not explain the devastation we all endured with her loss! Not only for me, Christine and Anthony, but Baby was lost without her!!! We flooded Her with soooo much love and tried to put our sadness aside so shed be able to bear the loss and loneliness!!!!! Baby certainly has her health issues too, as she is approaching 13 years old this August 10th. Anthony and I were on vacation for the summer when Christine called me to say Baby really has been failing in health! I flew back home this Wednesday, and I was greeted with endless kisses from Baby! I knew being back home was just what she needed!! But it didnt take long for me to realize that she isnt well, and her pain and suffering is far too difficult to bear! Christine and I took her to the Vet on Friday where we were told what we most feared hearing!!! Her little body is shutting down, and her heart that has been filled with sooooo much love can barely beat strong enough to keep her healthy any longer! Although the Vet wouldnt tell us what to do....she made it clear that we should keep her medicated to keep her comfortable and then helped us pick a date to put her out of her pain and misery!!! Need I say more???? Both Christine and I couldnt believe what we were hearing! How could we lose our a Baby (girl) when we still havent been able to bear the death of Bella? How can we ever say goodbye?? Weve read every article about letting go and most importantly, how we ALL try to hold on to one more day only for ourselves!! Ive cried my heart out as I struggled with thoughts of letting my dearest Baby girl go... But found myself in an unfamiliar place of consenting to having Babys pain and suffering end!!! It is the love I have for her and the never ending love she still gives us (although she can barely get up to get close to us) to comfort us!!!! I need to confirm the date and time tomorrow, although I pray to God that the good Lord will take her before I finalize it all!!! If not, I pray to God for the strength to allow my dearest Baby girl the relief of her pain....where she will be reunited with our beloved Bella as they cross over the Rainbow Bridge together!!!!!
Posted on: Mon, 14 Jul 2014 01:49:09 +0000
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