As I lay here in this hospital bed thinking abt what is abt to take place in the next couple of days wit the surgery. Im starting to get nervous and scared at the same time. Because Im going in with all of this cancer and hope to come out cancer free is a good feeling but scary at the same time. I mean I have been dealing wit this for over a year now alone (by choice) and not letting family and friends know what Goin on wit me in my time of pain. I know have been selfish for not allowing u all be a part of this crazy journey of mines and wanting to go through this alone and YES it has been ruff. And Im sorry for keep u closed out of tht part of my life. And I know many still may not know what going on wit me all they know is I havent been around like I use too and ur read this like what the hell and confused at the same time. Yes its true I have been sick for abt a yr now. But it no worries bc god has kept me here and has had his hands on me this hold time making sure tht Im fine and in good spirits. And I thank him for allowing me to be so strong and tackle this cancer like a true child of god. So with all tht been said I want to say Im sorry to all the family and friends tht I have shut out of my life bc of my sickness because i didnt want yallto see tht weak side of me and I apologies for it all bc u will have the Precious Brown back real soon. I love you all with all my heart...... #teamletgetcancerfree
Posted on: Tue, 05 Aug 2014 15:16:45 +0000
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