As I look at this picture to the left I realize its totally fake and thats who I am ... I bend over backwards to do right by most everyone and the ones Ive hurt Ive been paid back for on a very deep level today I realize beauty fades and with all Ive done to change me I guess the inner beauty that I do not have prevails its that side of ones self you dont realize until someone you thought you loved and loved you tells you that person doesnt exist its takes a few simple words for one to crush ones self worth and realize that all the bad that he happened has happened for a reason and that is because my inner person and who I really am are nothing more then a image and a image that is nothing more then a fake who deserves nothing Im sorry to my friends and family Ive let so many down so often and its not til today that I realize it I dont know why Im here or why I bother because apparently Ill i do is wrong a lie and or just a mistake and Im not asking for sympathy or anyone to say its not true ..one person had told me it is and thats enough.... You may see me around after this but I wont be the same so dont expect me to be this isnt a goodbye Im not doing anything foolish cause that actually might make someone happy ....
Posted on: Fri, 08 Aug 2014 15:23:05 +0000