As I look in the mirror, I see another face. A reflection of crippling shame and disgrace. Ive done all I can but I see no way out. I feel my spirit filled with heartache and doubt. I feel the feelings deep inside my soul. Negative thoughts consuming me whole. The pain of the people that I do know. Overwhelming sensations making me slow. How to control the empathic sensations? Their emotions lower my cosmic vibrations. To a level of agonising strain. I see my family writhing in pain. Their confusion. So very lost in their ways. If I was religious, yes I would pray. To God I would beg for them to be uplifted. To bring them back from where they have drifted. Ignorance torments the fabric of their reality. How do I help them without courting insanity. Mixed emotions assailing my entire being. I must stand my ground. There will be no fleeing. I will fight my doubts and spiritual spasm. I will build a bridge to span the darkened chasm. For them to be happy I would give up all. To see them smile would be worth the fall. I would give my life to retrieve them from the abyss. To put them in a place full of spiritual bliss. Nothing would hurt them forever and a day. My eternal spirit will keep the evil away. As I look in the mirror, I see another face. A reflection of crippling shame and disgrace. Ive done all I can but I see no way out. I feel my spirit filled with heartache and doubt. https://facebook/jtepania/posts/461371053984899?stream_ref=10
Posted on: Fri, 17 Jan 2014 21:07:19 +0000
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