As I sit at post office in car..SURPRISE TO FIND A GROUP OF NICE PEOPLE..PRETENDING TO LOOK AT MY CAR..WINDOWS OPEN ENOUGH FOR A QUICK SNATCH OF MY NEW PURSE...THEY GOT IT ALL..AND WITH MY GAS LIGHT ON..IM NOT LEAVING..WHO KNEW I WOULD NEED A CHECK THAT SHOULD BE IN TODAYS MAIL...I AM CARRYING A ECO SHOPPING BAG...IM GRATEFUL I HAD MY WALLET...BUT MONEY..ALL MY NEATLY PLACED ..TOO MANY ITEMS TO MENTION..MY SPECIALIZED MEDS..SURG COMING UP..AND I DONT DARE TURN ON CAR FOR A/C..GAS LIGHTS ON..SO I GO THROUGH..ANGER..DISGUST..AND MUCH NEEDED BOUTS OF SOBBING. I RECALL BEING IN THIS STATE..I HAVE TO REMIND MYSELF I OWN MY HOME. AND THE STROKE INDUCING DIZZINESS THAT THIS WATER POURING OUT OF ME LIKE NEVER..EVER BEFORE. I HAD TO LEAVE BOYS HOME...THEY WANTED TO COME..I DOUBT I CAN WAIT 3 HOURS IM TOLD MY PO WILL GET MAIL. NOW ITS. A BATTLE OF PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE ANGER..THEN THE TEARS OF HELPLESSNESS..SHOULDNT I HAVE A BOYFRIEND TO HOLD ME..IM NOT WHAT SEEMS .SMOKE AND MIRRORS.THIS CAME AT A TIME THAT SLAPPED ME DOWN HARDER THAN WHERE I WAS HEADING..MAYBE I NEED A GOOD MELTDOWN..LITERALLY. SO..I SINCERELY HOPE EVERYONE IS RIGHT ON TRACK...LOVING THE NORMALNESS..WE TAKE FOR GRANTED. PEACE...
Posted on: Fri, 05 Jul 2013 13:42:21 +0000
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