As I sit at the movies, alone, waiting for the show to begin, I am thinking about some things and want to talk about it. I hear people say to take some time for yourself, Get out, Do you, etc. I didnt realize that becoming independent is such a painful process. All I ever knew was a relationship. I find myself dating myself alot, and in doing so, all that is visible to me is relationships. I see people paired up with the one that they love, and an overwhelming feeling of loneliness comes upon me. Why do women lie and make it seem as if this is such a liberating experience? Yes, I am very proud of my career, proud of the way that I live, proud of (and love) my daughters, proud to know that I inherited an overwhelming amount of debt and am less than a year from being debt free, glory to God!!!! Me, Delores Hunter. I am greatful to God of how He kept me during the hardest time of my life, and I do not take any of it for granted. I have AWSOME Family and Friends! They support me emotionally and always encourage me. I just need to understand how to embrace this me transition. Married at 19, divorced at 37, and now I am to know how to operate without a permanent partner. I see why God hates divorce. You can become very lost, like a sheep without a shepard (figure of speaking). Tell me your thoughts and/or experiences/victories.
Posted on: Fri, 08 Aug 2014 00:43:47 +0000