As I sit back in my room, these words begin to flow........ Rollercoaster What is real love? Is it giving of one’s soul to the other? Is it giving until you have nothing left to give? Is it defending one’s self esteem for all of its worth? Protecting, covering, caring and caressing. Or……… Is it a betrayal? Knowing, accepting to continue on, though You know deep in your heart what was promised Was a lie. Pushing, colliding, ripping, tearing, breaking off Piece by piece, heartless emotions digging deep. Down, down deeper you go spiraling, spiraling, Out of control as false emotions overflow. They say you must hit bottom before you can get up. So………. Tumbling, tumbling down you go into the darkness of The unknown. Desperation, accusations, imperfections, putdowns, Beat downs, no self-worth. Faith to faithless, despair and condemnation, hurtling, Smashing, clawing at your mind. Doubt, hesitation and fear consume you. Sorrow running through your veins, the wanting, the needing To be rid of the pain. But …………… When all else feels lost and no hope is left you reach deep into your Heart and pull out the best. It’s learning to pray, and be thankful for your day. It’s letting go of all the imperfections that were put upon you by others. It’s acceptance of yourself and yourself worth. Its courage, strength, wisdom and pride. It’s seeing your beauty radiate from inside you. It’s knowing that you’re not perfect and it’s “ok”. Its tears of relief running down your cheeks, softly flowing, Streaming down, washing away all the hurt as it flows. Faithless becomes faith, the healing begins as acceptance and forgiveness Comes from within. To trust, to care, to be free to love again Gosh that felt great to get out of my head. I love to write when deep emotions pop into my head.
Posted on: Fri, 26 Jul 2013 19:21:54 +0000
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