As I sit here I think of how different my life would be had not all the changes happened when they did. Would I still be here? Would I be in this new home? Would I have the health I have? Yes things are tougher then when I was making decent money, but I don’t think its money that makes things easy. Life is funny, when you’re doing well for yourself and able to do all the so called fun stuff you often forget where you came from. You forget that once you had a tough time and would dream that someone would do something to brighten your day, you forget about your true friends and look for more so called “stable” friends, ones whom you can do that extra fun stuff with, going out to lunch, having a nice dinner out, going to movies and or big events. I am enjoying that I don’t have that extra anymore, I am enjoying that when I do things with my real friends we can have fun just watching TV, talking, visiting with each other, there is no stress no exaptation’s and no feeling ashamed or uneasy around them. I am happy that I am making new friends who do not have a pre-existing opinion of my past, who refuse to judge me on things that happened so long ago and look at the good they see rather than the bad they have heard Being released from the evils of this world was the very best gift I could have ever received. Did I give that gift to myself, or was it given to me? Either way, I am happy that I received it. Life is so simple and good at this point, peace, love, and calmness are all a part of my everyday being. I have been able to set myself free from the wicked that was all around me, from the everyday lies that made my life hell, from the ones who have hurt and hated so much, from the false prophets that had become my everyday acquaints. I now surround myself with good people, even better friends and family that may not be close in proximity but very close in heart. Although health problems still surround us the sickness that lives in some will never go away, I am no longer sick, I am no longer a part of it, I am free and happy with me
Posted on: Thu, 31 Jul 2014 02:29:42 +0000
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