As boring as it gets to stay at home, most of the day I can not leave my room, I am just grateful that my house is not a chaos. I have had a lot of time to think about my life, and my responsibilities. I love my daughter, I will do anything for her, I have been through a pit of hell on earth for her, I believe that if she does not see how much I have done for her, just today alone, and all her life, she has to be blind to reality. I listened to a still small voice that guided me to the people I needed to talk to, so we would both be able to live without fear of separation, or fear of pain. When I have more time alone, I get a lot of things done that I could not do when my house is in chaos. I kept telling her to pray, I have never prayed more in my whole life. I know that an answer is just before me when I ask, I just have to be able and ready to receive it. I guess being at home with time to think has helped me to be ready, and has helped me receive. I saw a post that said God loves knee presents, (knee presence) I am finding I have not been neglecting to pray, I am not only praying for things I think I need, but I have not forgotten to let him know how much I appreciate his guidance in my life. I now know how much my Savior loves me, with out a doubt, I know as imperfect as I am he still loves me. No one can make me feel like I am not worth love, because I have my answer and it is greater than anything any one can throw my way.
Posted on: Thu, 21 Nov 2013 01:00:08 +0000
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