Austin, Texas. youtube/watch?v=AiMs3vzrr2g This song, this song is for you Stephen Dalton. Do you know how many nights I spent listening to this song? And wishing that I could, that I could just have one more night with you, but I couldnt. Do you know this Stephen, we never even kissed or held hands, and yet I fell so deeply and madly in love with you. I couldnt see myself with anyone else but you, but you Stephen, I tried, I tried so hard to fall in love with someone else. Do you the pain Ive been in without you. I put a knife right there to my heart while I listened to this song. I thought if I could just plunge myself onto this knife and feel it slicing into my heart that maybe, just maybe, the pain would go away. Thats all I could I think, that this pain would go away if I could do this. I know its a sin to want to die and commit suicide, but you dont even know how much pain Ive been in, Stephen, you dont even know. You dont, because after that last phone call, we never spoke to each other again, we never even saw each other again. All this time, all this time, I havent even seen you. But do you know Stephen, that this isnt even the only time Ive tried to kill myself? Do you? Because it isnt.
Posted on: Wed, 15 Oct 2014 07:41:29 +0000