Behind my smile lie my fears Behind those laughs I hide my tears I’m one of those you call fake And the more I go the more I ache I have a dark secret I cannot tell Sometimes it feels like a wizard’s spell I’ve been told it’s not my fault How could I know it was assault? I still see him everywhere Why is that? It’s so unfair He took away my innocence He forced me into silence They say I should forgive But he’s made my life hard to live I see him in my dreams I hope he can hear my screams It isn’t fair that he’s free He ruined my life the day he molested me I try to move forward But it’s as if I’m anchored I’m trying real hard But still I’m so scarred I try to hide my pain Even though it drives me insane To you I may seem happy But deep inside I’m really angry Because behind my smile lie my fears Because behind those laughs I hide my tears I’m the one you call fake Some days I just wish people knew how much I ache
Posted on: Fri, 27 Sep 2013 01:53:41 +0000