Being an observer has always been my default way of moving through life. But this is not intentional on my part. Call it a coping mechanism, an escape from my own painful reality. Its much easier to stand by and watch than engage and be vulnerable. There comes a time when life as you know it changes and quite possibly shatters and you have to pick up the pieces one by one and make some sense of it. And while its my journey to take, I know I am not alone. Ive seen the same mess before in other peoples lives. Its just now I own it for myself. Just another step toward healing.
Posted on: Fri, 17 Jan 2014 03:37:34 +0000