Being heart broken is an experience you will never forget, well at least for me. I remembered giving advice for my roommate, cheated too. I just hugged her throughout the night and the next day, I told her that she can still be happy without the absurd guy and do her best to move on. Her happiness isnt dependent on that guy but how she viewed things. She can still get happiness from so other things, i said. She never said anything back as she was busy crying and grieving. now she moved on. The thing is, now i get to experience what was that like. Be cheated on and learn the incident and feel the pain. I know that life is no fairytale and the only thing that it offers is reality and the only thing you can count on is that fate is unpredictable.I talked to so much broken hearts and the story is the same over and over again. But now I realized something that everybody i know missed and knew why are break ups are really painful. Its the disappointment and the memories. When you are in a relationship, it is really hard to maintain a realistic point of view and feel accordingly, because it may sadden the other party as it may be perceived as not appreciating what is special between the both of you, and you are busy being savoring every emotion that comes before you. Everything feels so wonderful. Every sad news doesnt matter. Every special day is extra special. You are suddenly in heaven on earth. Everything is perfect no matter what. But when somebody bursts your bubble, like what has been done to me, you realized that you had been floating around great heights when you are popped and fell straight to the hard rock earth and realized that every bone is broken and every organ is damaged. You see every second wasted, every memory forgotten, and every dream unreachable. Everything that you thought for once was special, never was what you ought it would be. But the tricky part is that, what will you do next??? Will you throw it all away like what the other did? Or Will you gather what is left and still try to fix it even if it takes forever? I chose the latter. may be because of great love, fear of being alone or denial that we were really not that strong. whatever it is, i will let fate decide for the next 1month. at least i know that i didnt give up easily.
Posted on: Fri, 09 Aug 2013 19:28:44 +0000
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