Beloved Jayji Sri Nithyananda Swami & everyone who has me on their teamly here is my assignment for today - Inner image, outer image, others image and life image. Please note, what i have typed out is everything i am experiencing at this phase of my life after 7 IAs. Request all of your blessings. Note , JAYJI refers to Swamiji. INNER IMAGE : I want a judgement free inner space. I realised judgement is the greatest obstruction to LISTENING & being in the space of AIRE. In Bali IA, with the help of my teamly, i over came the judgement i unconsciously carried with me from birth- which nevertheless showed me life the way i saw it- till my realisation. The judgement was “ Everyone is less evolved than me” . As a result i always ended up seeing the foolish side of people which invariably showed its results in my life. When i completed i realised the super divine dimension of me and understood “that becoming a cause for people is the only way i will destroy the judgement and all its effects and thus be established in the space of listening which would effortlessly cause for people. At this point i started becoming a strong causer but still saw i was unknowingly stuck where few types of people were concerned. After a while i realised through the new teamly that there was one more subtle judgement i unconsciously carried within. It was : “not all people are capable of causing my reality for me, other than swami himself no one is capable of adding to me” . This created a strong separation between me and jayji due to which i forgot that i could have seen jayji in all beings all the time- constantly adding to my life. I knew that all these people i was causing for were ADDING TO ME- completing my unknown dimension. But i forgot that even those that i was not a DIRECT cause for… were only showing me one more unknown dimension of me that i had to complete with - especially if they had the ability to evoke any emotion in me. This judgement made me unconsciously give out vibes of making many people feel that i was intimidating,unreachable,arrogant, envious before me and more sadly, they felt as if they were losers not capable of adding to me. I understand now that every one is a God existing to complete me i don’t have to run away or avoid any one. I completed with it all and i am clear i want to maintain an inner space COMPLETELY free from all judgements and even the shadows of those unconscious judgements. I want to be an empty mirror reflecting the superconsciousness and any one coming before it no matter what incompletion they have - they should find a solution and they should always enjoy the space of friendliness with me. I want such an inner image that when people, beings, animate and inanimate come before me.. they should feel empowered. I want a judgement free - pure inner space REFLECTS MY JAYJI continuously - just AS NITHYANANDESHWARI. Even if people come with preconceived judgements about me, they should be able to experience the truth with me and realise themselves. I want this inner image so i can always be a cause for Inner Awakening of every one and myself. More importantly i want to be able to CONSTANTLY work towards the above. Nothing should stop me from it. OUTER IMAGE - I want my outer image to be that of a dynamic , asupicious HAPPENING. I want to be projected as a beacon of completion and constant possibility , a person who always offers love to the ‘right’ side of myself and others. I want my outer image to reflect me as an embodiment of DEEP FEELING CONNECTION to my jayji. That everything happening / expressing through this body is only as a PURE CHANNEL of Jayji. I should be seen as the space where all the incompletions become powerless , non existent and all the completions get empowered and multiply. I should be seen as a space of my jayji that can live miracles and make others live miracles. OTHER’S IMAGE - I want every one who sees me, to see , know and feel me as an embodiment of HAPPENING FEELING CONNECTION to Jayji. I want to be seen as a space of love, healing, constant possibility and sharing all the powers i have , all the completion i have have with them. I want to be seen as the space that makes them feel powerful over incompletions, powerful over their SDHD and as a space that they can SIMPLY ENJOYYYYYY without any complexity!! LIFE IMAGE - I see Life for me as a combination of the expressions that come out of the calm side of my jayji and the volcanic side of him. As long as i continue to take responsibility for raising myself- life will take responsibility to ensure i am treated as the favourite inheritor of the cosmos. If i stop, then my self will be my worst enemy. I will ONLY support the former . Life is an amazing happening , always supports me as long as i support my SELF. Anything negative that i perceive is my own doing, i will look in , complete it and automatically situation reverses. My guidelines to living life are : Completion is dharma and incompletion is adharma. All my actions are geared towards supporting the former and destroying the latter in myself & others. LIFE FOR ME IS CAUSING CONSTANT INNER AWAKENING FOR MYSELF & OTHERS.
Posted on: Mon, 14 Apr 2014 05:55:03 +0000
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