Big bro....today is such a hard day for all of us. Daddy and momma and me miss you so much. I had to hear daddy try to say grace before thanksgiving and he couldnt finish because yiu werent here. I know its almost been five years but damn it still feels like yesterday. I still dont understand why youre not here to do all of these things with us. Im not gonna lie I Try to keep you off of my mind so its easier. But it only makes it harder once it all builds up. I know youre still here but I wish you could see my son growing up. I wish you could see your daughter growing up. I wish you could have been next to momma threw her surgery, even though I know youre the reason she pulled threw so strong. I wish you could be here to see all of the mess little Ronnie causes my momma even tho I know you sent him to her hah. I just miss you more than words can express. And it seems to hit me the hardest during the holidays. This was always the most bonding times we had together. Every holiday meant so much to us and ever since youve been gone I have grown to dread the holidays and cant wait for them to be over. I know thats got to change bc now I have an amazing beautiful perfect son to be excited to spend the holidays with. But I will never for one second stop wishing youre beautiful smile was here to share them with us. I miss you so much. I love you with all of my heart and I just wish you were here with me to continue guiding me the he way to laugh at me to help me threw the rough times and to be with me threw the good times. Id give anything to have you here with me just one last time. In just want you to know that not one day goes by that you dont cross my mind. Idc how long its been you will always stay so close to me in my heart big bro. Love forever and always your lil sis. Happy thanksgiving. :)
Posted on: Fri, 28 Nov 2014 01:58:25 +0000