Bittersweet day for me today. I had to leave my Mom in the rehab center after a very hard week of wondering again if we would lose her for the 2nd time. Scared was not even the word to describe how I felt when I got the call again. This roller coaster ride is not fun!!! ..... and today, a week later, I am happy report she is doing better but still a long road ahead. I am grateful to be able to tell my Mom I love her!! She is strong and will get through this. So the bittersweet part was I didnt want to leave but missed my boys and husband so bad it hurt inside ..hurt inside to leave and not to leave. I know she is in Gods hands and thats a great place to be and gives me comfort. The doctors, nurses and everyone involved with my moms care is wonderful and I know she will get better because of them!! . I miss her so much already (we bonded again) and now that I am home ... I wish I were there again. Dont care that in a week I have had 10 hours total sleep Everything so stressful. barely showered, etc..etc.. Id do anything for her to make her feel good. . So with this I say Goodnight and ask that you keep us in your daily prayers ...,, because I know they are working. Thank you to all my family and friends who make a difference in my life. .....and you know who you are. Peace and God Bless!
Posted on: Sun, 03 Aug 2014 02:09:38 +0000