Cancer is taking away the amazing lady who started this rescue. The one that I lean on to pick me up and keep things running is leaving a little more everyday. Im watching my big, strong, beautiful girl who is always smiling whither away. My mom, Ninas granny, brought her Christmas. I cant describe the feeling I had watching her smile again, opening presents & all of us forgetting for just a few minutes what is happening. I apologize for not answering text, calls or emails right now. We are playing the waiting game and as my luck has it, I am also at home due to having an eye injury caused by insulation cutting my eye ball from construction at my workplace, go figure. Im not able to see to update her and I dont really care to do that right now, anyway. I have kept the cell turned off during this time, I so appreciate the outpouring of support for Nina but this is our time. Id like to kiss, smell, touch & absorb every minute of my amazing, selfless angel who has helped so many dogs lost , that she has guided. Right now wed just like to be alone as we are both dying, though I will still be here. I am still looking for a reasonably price vet to help us when the time comes, vet2go is not. Please message the Pit Happens Rescue, Inc. page if you know of anyone else-please. Ive managed to get her pretty urn, & have found a crematory in Cleveland that will pick her up on a Monday, Wednesday and Friday. Nina has always worked with me on everything that we do, we are a team -right now she is, once again, amazing me with her strength. Work with me Ni, mom has no doubt that you will do you best you perfect little stinker--just one day at a time. I have full and total confidence, she always knows better than I. In almost 7 years, shes never let me down. I cant let her down. Nina is not and will not suffer. She wakes up pale many of her stolen mornings yet she still wants to play, eat, cuddle and slap her sister. Nina has told me over the years how when and where a dog should be placed, I have no doubt she will also tell me when she is ready to leave. If you have ever had this, you will understand. Tomorrow marks the one week that she should not have lived. Lastly, I want Ninas good works with other rescue dogs, to live on. I have discussed with Sandra starting a page in her honor...and this is why.... Nina has so many supporters, which in return have given me support but a lot of people are not as fortunate. These owners are alone - the thought of this, alone with their sorrow, maybe a page where we can share the herbs that have helped Nina, the support of each other--the cancer that is caused by flea and heart worm preventative-putting poison into our beloved pets bodies, can be shared? Heart worm is curable, cancer is not. Yes, heart worms kill. The lesser of two evils is still evil. Maybe together we can decide what we should - need to do. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your prayers and support. We will get through this, we have no other choice.
Posted on: Sat, 22 Nov 2014 18:54:59 +0000
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