Cant take much more. At my breaking point. Cant tell if God is asking me to do something or if my OCD has gone haywire. Cant sleep...wanna crawl out my skin. I feel like vomiting. I need God yet Im so sinful. My mental illness is destroying me. I cant pray. Im not suicidal but I really wanna die. I dont know how God puts up with me. I need Him but I can hardly breathe from fear that people are telling me is just my OCD anxiety but I feel is a real conviction from God.I failed God and Im stuck. Im stuck. I feel like I cant breathe. Everyone is telling me Its just my anxiety. But even if it is...its to the point I cannot physically handle it. I need prayer. I need help.
Posted on: Sat, 08 Nov 2014 18:44:50 +0000
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