Chapter 13 when I went to Blue Ridge I was of course high. The sheriff was super nice. I couldnt understand why. I was anything but nice. I didnt feel I deserved kindness or respect. He took me to the hospital emergency room where I was processed and taken to the psyche ward. if you have never been through withdrawals you need to stop what youre doing right now and thank God. If I ever wanted to die before.... if I ever prayed for death before.... I wanted it and prayed for it 100 times more. Withdrawals..... just like flu symptoms..... stomach cramps. Fever... sweats.... diarrhea.... vomiting..... chills..... continuously..... Please God take it away. They gave me medicine to help. Any nurse that can work on that floor and do the job that they do should most definitely be commended. I gave them pure hell... as did others. And they took the abuse like a champ. Never losing their temper.... nothing. When they successfully detoxed me.....of course it was time to release me.... remember I had no insurance. So I flipped out. Got really angry and threatened bodily harm to nurses and others. They kept me. Then tried to release me again. Im not ready I said... Im just going to use again I dont want to be in Danville My counselor said if you want to find dope, it doesnt matter where you live Im aware of that I said....but it didnt take me a week to become an addict. Its going to take longer than a week to beat it he suggested Galax... 28 day program. Not long enough I said. Well then....how about The Rescue Mission Recovery Program in Roanoke? 12 to 18 months long. Thats it! I said. Thats where I want to go I called my mother and explained what I was doing and where I was going. And called my kids dad. He didnt want to bring them to see me.... I dont blame him. My mother called him and explained that I would be going away for a long time. So he brought them. Im sure he didnt have a lot of faith in me. Again I dont blame him. I had lost everyones trust. I was....I cant even find the right word. Anyway the hospital called the Mission. Found out when intake was....and within a week I was on a bus (ticket bought by the hospital) bound for Roanoke. More tomorrow Love yall
Posted on: Sun, 10 Aug 2014 18:37:20 +0000
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