Chapter 23 We lay there saying nothing to each other , damn my baby smelt so good. After some time he shifted a little and cleared his throat. I looked up to his face, he smiled and said... Sya: Why is it hard for you to love me? Me: its not hard to love you Sya: you know what I mean, why cant u say you love me? Me: but I did Sya. Sya: hahaha at what cost? I burried my face into his chest in embarrassment. He responded by stroking my hair. I moved off him, and lay next to him instead. We needed to talk. Me: Sya uyazi angithi ukuthi I shouldnt be here, I thought we spoke about this and agreed Id come up with a plan. He raised his eyebrows. Sya: So what is your plan? Me: to see you, when the time is right. Sya: In the mean time, ngihlale ngilinde not even knowing if you love me or not? Do you have any idea how Id been feeling since last night? Me: youre too impatient nawe kodwa. Sya: I just want to be loved nje kuphela. Me: well you are. Sya:hahaha look, awukakwazi namanje ukusho. Me: Sya kumele ngihambe manje. I got up and sat on the bed, straightened myself a little and asked him to pass me my phone. He did. Sya: When do I see you again? Ngasukuma, and walked to the door. He was still laying on the bed, the way he was looking at me made me want to jump back to bed and let him have his way with me. He smiled as though he knew exactly what was on my mind, I smiled shyly back at him. I was so lost into all of it, by the time I remembered to check the time it was 22:43. My God! Im as good as dead. Ngavula umnyango, he got up fast from the bad and grabbed me by the waist. Sya: Awu baby no goodbye kiss? I turned and gave him a peck on the lips. Me: kuyoshaya uleven Sya, ngzokubona. Ngithe uma ngiphuma emnyango, wangilandela. Me: and then? Sya: are you crazy? Ngiyakuphelezela. I was in too much of a hurry, he walked next to me holding my hand. Ngiyashesha mina and he is walking slow, so it looked as though I am pulling him. Then I tugged my hand off his. Me: Sya, Awuqondi. Kulate, ngishiye uNonto endlini. If ngingafika ephapheme Id b dead. Ngamshiya behind ngagijima. Ngafika ekhaya, ngajikela ngasewindini lekamero lethu. The window was still slightly opened, the room was still dark, my phone was beeping as a message came in. Inkinga ebenginayo ukuthi climbing into the window from the outside was impossible, it was easier climbing up because ngigibele phezu kombhede and jumped to the ground. Now climbing from the ground onto the bed was a problem. I first had to make sure Ntokozo was really fast asleep, I looked through the window, on her bed there was a little light, her phone. Oh nkosi yami, it was vibrating, I could hear it from the outside. Ngavele ngamelwa inhliziyo. Phela this is what that meant, she was going to be woken up by the vibrating cellphone and when she picks up the phone she would see ukuthi I wasnt on my bed. Benginezinto ezimbili ebengingazenza, hope she doesnt hear it vibrating or kill myself on the spot. I was still looking inside the window, it stopped vibrating. Ngathi ukukhokha umoya kancane. now I had to find something to place under the window so I can stand on it and climb in. The light on the bed came on again. who calls at this time of the night vele? The light came flashing, my sister moved and turned on her back. I knew I was in deep. But too my surprise she didnt pick up the phone, she still didnt hear it. It stopped flashing. Ngayigada ke manje, for about two minutes I waited, hoping, praying it doesnt vibrate again. It it didnt. Ngasuka ewindini and I looked around to see if I can find anything in the yard to stand on, I found a brick. Ngaliqukula, heavy as it felt and hard as it scratched my hand, I had to get it to under the window.Ngafika ngalibeka ngesineke, but there were voices, or a voice coming from somewhere, I couldnt make out where exactly. I couldnt hear what was being said, but definitely, there was someone talking. I had to climb in as quickly as possible, it was dark and I was scared of other things, other than just getting caught. Ghosts maybe. I climbed on to the brick, and just as I was about to open the window I realized, the voice was my sisters. She was talking on the phone. Oh No! My mind went crazy! I should have known better than to sneak out at that time of the night, I wouldnt even be able to lie and say I was in the toilet because I had sneaked our of the window, the key was in the key hole inside the room.Ngizochaza ngithini Jehova.
Posted on: Tue, 18 Nov 2014 07:48:04 +0000
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