Chris Baxter Billy and I placed a cross, angel and butterfly were your headstone will be. They will glow each night with our love for you, very brightly. I still cant believe you are gone. The last two weekends have been rough due to my first Mothers day without you then Breezys birthday party without you. I have cried, sobbed and had a very angry discussion with God. I asked him why he had to take two of the three main men in my life so close together. I know we arent supposed to question Him but sometimes I have to vent. He always listens and I know He has a plan. This weekend is Memorial Day weekend. There will be more tears and sobbing I am sure. I miss my daddy who I could call at any time and he was right there. I miss my son who I will never hear I love you from. I miss the person I was before August 11. That person has been lost to me forever. I am broke beyond repair and I dont know how to fix me. Your sister of course is amazing. She is in the National Beta Club, has done very well in her grades for the stress of losing you, is an FCCLA officer, going to FCCLA Nationals. I know you are extremely proud of your sister. She misses you terribly and wishes you were here to see all of her accomplishments. Please continue to watch over your sister. She will always need her bubby, even as an angel. I love you so much my baby boy. Mommy
Posted on: Fri, 23 May 2014 03:21:07 +0000
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