Confession #694 27/F "I want to confess the worst thing happened. 6yrs back I was in love with one guy.After being in a good relation for 2 yrs I broke up with him...because I felt some other guy is good for me and I felt it was d real love and committed with him and I felt so blessed for having him bcz he truly love me and Im still loving him a lot from past 4 years. I introduced My ex to my lover as my friend long back. But my lover didnt liked him as he has some hint about our relation. for 3 yrs I never spoke with my ex as my lover dnt like him. But at some weak moment as I felt my lover is ignoring me I just called my ex and continued to talk with him as it gives me more comfort as my ex still deeply loves me and wants me but i never wanted to comit with him again as I love my lover a lot and I used to the feel of guilty whenevr I lie with my bf that I was not talking my wid my ex. My real confession is here as my ex is a frd to my sister, once we three my sis, me and my ex stayed at our home as my father asked him to stay with us as they are leaving home for a night. me and my sis slept at one room. and my ex was at another. before sleeping i touched his cheeks and said good night(strange why should behave like this?). At late night he came close to me and tried to kiss me. I refused but later I too kissed him and hugged him tightly for few mins. I really felt the warmth of his love at that moment. But from that moment Iam feeling so guilty as I cheated my boyfriend. I Dnt know my mind situation. My heart is asking for the both. I Cant leave my bf but really wants my ex too. Please dnt use any abuse words because I dnt want to be hurt anymore as my heart is not liking my mindset at all. I dnt know why this happened to me. Am not happy wid my life as I really couldnot take any decision but dnt want to continue this thing. Tears are my friends all the time.
Posted on: Sun, 15 Sep 2013 13:20:00 +0000