Day 131 I have decided to stop these daily post for several reasons. Primarily I just don`t have anything to say. I set out on this journey searching for recovery and healing to rediscover myself and reclaim myself. I know who I am. I know what I want and I have healed. I can already hear some of you saying that there is no way that I have healed. Let me point out that 14 years ago when I crash landed in a therapist office after authorizing my mothers removal from life support that 6 months later the therapist was amazed at how quick I recovered. I know me. I know what it takes to fix me and I know what it takes to change me. Everything I have done since April 2 has been deliberate to get my life turned around and back on track. Even taking a 2nd shift job was a part of that plan. I knew to change my world had to be turned upside down. When I get off work at 2am there is nothing to do no going out with friends nothing. I put myself in a situation where all there was to do was read and soul search. New home, new job, new church all egineered to keep me busy and focused. I would like to tell you it`s been easy, it hasn`t. The first week the only conversation that I had was to acknolwledge instructions at work. But not being distracted forced me to take a hard look at what I needed to do to become the man that I want to be. My goal was to read one non fiction book a month I`m off the mark I have only read 1 1/2 but what I have read has been life changing. So where do I go from here? Well I`m going to finish Wild at Heart after that I`m going to read The Resolution For Men. I have a few other books on my reading list as well. My plan is to apply as much intensty to becoming a better man as I did to turning my life around and getting it back on track. I have started a blog and will continue writing though not every day. If you are interested message me and I will send you the link. Lastly I know that I didn`t not do this on my own your prayers and support have been greatly appreciated. And without God NONE of it would have been possible I can do everything through him who gives me Strength Philippians 4:13
Posted on: Mon, 18 Aug 2014 00:08:58 +0000
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