Day 54 Loss..... What have I lost? I think about her every day. Shes real to me. When I talk about my grandsons, I think of her too. Ive lost the as ability to touch her. Ive lost future experiences with her, here on earth. I can see her in my mind, I can feel her presence all the time. To feel someone is near but to not be able to actually touch them leaves this strange feeling in the chest. Its a slight clenching of the heart, with a little heaviness and then a sinking feeling. Its bittersweet because it hurts but its also proof. Its evidence of existence, proof of love, an imprint of your connection. Its a gift. If we didnt have it then we would just feel nothing......emptiness, and wouldnt that be the saddest thing of all. Yes, its from God, proof that the spirit lives. So I grieve for my loss, but if you see a strange, lonesome smile ..... thats me having a moment with my sweet one.
Posted on: Mon, 24 Mar 2014 14:35:23 +0000
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