Day 8 im crying as I type this one cause its hard for me to talk about even to my father.... Im thankful for a patient husband who let me leave to close some emotions I had from growing up without my father in my life 24/7 my daddy couldnt help he had to work 2 jobs to take care of us and I barely new him till I was 5 even though he would come home one or two weekends a month from working out of town... It took us moving to Pennsylvania for me to know my dad.... Then my parents divorced when I was 12 I got to see him a few hours one night a week a girl growing into a woman needed more.... My dad didnt know the only reason I moved to central in 2011 was to get closer to him cause I wanted him so badly in my life then someone else came in the family and I felt/feel like I was forgotten And I couldnt take living around the corner from it and it being rubbed in my face so I had to move away(yet from another problem) I hated the way I felt and its been hurting me for two years but I couldnt tell him my true feelings and I still cant Facebook is easier for me I love my dad more than he will ever know.... Im 25 and that hole was still there until I stayed with him last week just a few nights of getting a hug from my dad and a kiss goodnight helped me feel the love I know my dad has for me and it has taken all that pain and hurt and sleepless nights of crying wanting my dad to finally feel whole.. So no more crying and feeling jealous of others who get to see him more than I get to.... They will never love him like I do
Posted on: Fri, 08 Nov 2013 18:09:54 +0000
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