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Dear Facebook, I dreamed that I was sitting on a corner bench in a kitchen visiting with my brother...whos been deceased for four years. We laughed and talked and in a comforting moment of silence... I noticed tears streaming down his left cheek. I turned towards him and asked whats wrong Randy? Why the tears? He smiled at me and said, I miss you Amy...I miss you so much it hurts. I began to choke up and told him that I miss him too. He shook his head and said, I cant do this. I thought I could but I cant... As he swallowed the lump in his throat. I say there watching the tears roll down his cheek. I raised my right hand to wipe it away and he quickly pulled back telling me DONT he began to tell me that where hes at in heaven is a place with a lot of emotion...good emotions. And that he was asked to come for me because it was my time to leave... My thoughts began to race I DONT WANT TO GO YET, I STILL HAVE MY CHILDREN TO FINISH RAISING...then Randy began answering every question I had...he told me that Brandon will be well cared for by his dad and James will move on in life. He reassured me about my childrens lives without me...I still didnt want to go and begged him to let me stay awhile longer...after much discussion between the two of us...he was no longer by my side and I felt pressed for time. I woke up feeling good still rushed to do something...what? I just dont know. My heart is heavy because I feel torn. Im not sure right now... But anyway, Thanks for taking the time to read. Amy
Posted on: Mon, 29 Dec 2014 01:51:47 +0000

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