Dear Hearts: nothing new re Bodhi. I - and another healer - feel he is alive...but not nearby. What that means, I dont truly know.... Some may not understand why I am so emotional about this - he came into my heart the day after Nomi died....and I love him with so much of my heart...and I never got to say goodbye or to thank him for 2.5 years of pure love. It was thru carelessness of someone I trusted that he got out. That person has suggested I get another cat. No way. Not now. He was another of my children....and I feel like I am a mother grieving for a lost child. I cannot trust this person especially where Stella is concerned. If she got out, she wouldnt be able to defend herself because of the 4-paw declaw. When I go to Irvington, another healer will care for Stella that evening and I trust this woman with my life and my cats. I will work through this, but it is going to take time. This has to play out as it is meant to play out....there are reasons for this and I have to trust the process. This anger touches something very deep that needs to be healed...if I dont, I will only be hurting myself and I cant do that anymore. But its not going to be easy....seeing Stella not understand why hes not here also tears me apart. Thank you all for your support....asking for prayers that Bodhi is OK...and that Stella and I will be OK... All Love, Padme ATea
Posted on: Sun, 06 Apr 2014 00:52:21 +0000
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