Dear Larry, It seems like its been a lifetime since I seen your face or heard your voice. I have so much to tell you! First about the kids. Latoya has grown into a beautiful, caring, naturing mother & wife. She reminds me the most of you, not only in looks but so much more by her demeanor. You definitely pass on all of your street smarts and fathering love to Laray. He is an awesome dad, that has been handling business! Ladayzanette.. My Boo, she is such a mixture of us. That short fuse, momma dont take no mess attitude (me), cook, clean, and about that FAM(you)!! Tesha is every part of the music you use to play from your heart! She is amazing in that studio and a super mom! Samoria is growing into a Lil Lady and Keaira is a Lil Lady! The grand babies...oh my Gosh!! You have a bunch of special, gifted, gorgeous additions to the LA Triggs Gang!! Each one of them have a something of you in them! Aunt Paula has gracefully assumed the Nana name and duties and she does it well! Lucretia is a new mommy..let me be the first to introduce Mr JeKhi Rayshawn Allen Alexis! Corey is a working family man!! Damn, I miss them all so much. FLG and P Boy Chase..lol..aint heard them names in forever!! FLG is settled down and Fluffy(hehehe)...Deshawn has daddys girls that have him wrapped around they finger! Cherita is doing good and her boyz are young men now! P- Precious is a Grandpa, still married, doing well! Do you remember that Lil Cookie monster bike Re had when he was 2? Well, he is a motorcycle riding sophomore at Prairie View! Tenaj is experiencing her new found freedom in all her beauty as a freshman at Lamar! TeEra..is like a spring butterfly...busy, beautiful, and brilliant! Royce is doing his thang! Got the Bonnie lookin good and is a Menace on the 2s! Uncle Charles is great and Mom is looking totally awesome. She misses you and the family but she be face-timing and texted better than me!! ....hum...and than there is me. I have a wonderful career, home, all around life but still waiting on a call from you that will never come. I dont talk to much of anybody anymore...I have disconnected myself and been loving everyone from a distance in the shadows. I keep telling myself to just try a little harder..I want to reach out to all of them, love on them but your essences is on everyone...in all places and the pain of losing you is just a severe now as it was than and I cant seem to face it, comprehend it, accept it. So instead day by day I portray the tattoo you drew on my back. A mask happy smiling on the outside and the true mask sad, lost, alone on the inside. But Bro that is my cross to bare!! Today, is not about any sorrows or woes....today is all about you! HAPPY 46TH BIRTHDAY!! This is your day & I thank God for blessing me with the privilege & honor to be your sister. I love you and will talk to you tonite in my prayers and dreams. Always, Debot
Posted on: Sun, 09 Nov 2014 17:41:01 +0000