Dear Lil Jeush Vaughn, I never finalized a name before you were born. A part of me was superstitious, while the other part never found any name that sounded perfect for my baby. When you were born and I chanced upon this name, it immediately felt right. I cannot believe you are two already! Two years is a long time and then not really. It is hard to remember how life was without you. But no matter what, it wasnt this beautiful! This letter is not about the milestones you have crossed, because how does it matter whether you started walking at 1 or 1.5 years. This letter is a celebration of our life together in the last two years. (even though Im not with you now). 2 years ago I laughed you in to the world – literally. I won’t scar you with too many gory details, but I will tell you that you came into the world as I laughed out loud – a great, big loud, guffaw…. and I had the pure pleasure of pulling you up onto my stomach. I was the very first one to touch you as you were born. You have brought me nothing but pure joy since that very first moment. Your 1st cry,1st smile,1st teeth to grow,1st step,1st word to speak out this memories makes me cry now.. I really miss you my Lil Vaughn..I remember every second,minute and Day how hard to carry you in my arms and now your turning 2 without me, I want to carry you again to hug and kiss you,I want to be with you in blowing your birthday cake.. I have so much more to say. But this is all that I will say today. Because words can rarely articulate what a heart feels. And I am afraid I would go on and on. I just hope I can remember the finer nuances of our daily lives, the fun we have, the many adorable things you do. I hope I can hold the beauty of these moments in my heart forever. I hope I can remember much more than a photograph or a video can ever capture. Happy 2nd Birthday, my Lil Vauhn May you live a life of happiness and contentment. Lovelots, Mommy Itsza
Posted on: Wed, 02 Apr 2014 11:15:49 +0000
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