#DeathwithDignity It also occurs to me that even IF...I DID have a mental or emotional illness, that would be even MORE reason to put my death with Dignity plan into action! see, even since i am on probation, I STILL could enact my plan and there isnt anything they can do about it! if my health fails while I am on probation, then I have the unfettered right to die no matter what! Cory Gardner understand this..... I...am NOT afraid of doing this..... I want you to make it possible so that when and if, I need to use my plan, I can....at a moments notice if need-be! I REALLY, REALLY DO want to do this plan of mine the way I want to!!! HELL! I have already told my Probation officer all about my plan! I hope she will also tell the judge my plans too! TRUST ME!!!! Ive obviously given this a TON of thought! I might need to do this in the next two to five years or more...depending on how much pain I am in constantly!!! I cant take pain killers since I am already at the maximum legal dosages and my body built up a tolerance for them so they arent effective any more! I quit taking them long ago! gabapentin, oxycodone, OxyContin, Vicodin, taken them all! i consider them worthless and poisonous toxins!!! So since i cant take any of them, I have NO means to get rid of the mind, bending and excruciating pains!!! I have Osteoarthritis of the spine, a slipped L5 disk, more than one pinched nerve, I have lost the curvature of my neck, my neck is 20 degrees off center, I have peripheral neuropathy in my hands, arms, legs and feet, I have pre-diabetic hypoglycemia, (hereditary) I have TERRIBLE sciatic nerve pains, PAIN spikes in and along my spine that almost puts me on my knees when they happen, i have degenerating nervous system, I have urinary incontinence that I have had since I was 5, off and on, then off and then on, and things are only getting worse, and worse! I can indeed prove all of this too! I cant stand being in this much pain!!!! I will try to bare it for as long as i can, but, after a while...this is going to cause me to be in bed more than I am up and about! I dont want to live life this way!!! NO matter HOW much I LOVE life, i DONT love being in this much pain!!! I dont want to continue to live while suffering this much!!! You arent living inside the confines of MY body, so, no...you really DONT know how it feels!!! TRUST me...it is ALL I can do to keep a smile on my face and be the happy, loving, smart person I am still today and will be up until the day I choose! ALL that i ask...is that you and the Governor, allow me to conduct the method(s) I mentioned for my own death. EVEN if they sound and are (to you) very off-the-wall. now if I was mentally ill, would I be able to reason with the level of logic that i am presenting to you? The answer is NO! https://youtube/watch?v=YnpXvXLI80M&list=UUUjH602HGTcRTfg4qlEujnQ
Posted on: Sat, 22 Nov 2014 04:26:57 +0000
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