Dec 28 my dear mother passed away the day of her gathering at the church side these words came to me:I am going to miss my mom dearly. I just realized last year all that talking my mom was speaking to me when I was growing up wasn’t to harm me but to encourage me to be strong and firm. You need this in order to make it in this world. When you are young you don’t see it that way at all. You see it as nagging, complaining being noisy. I realized that it is exactly how my girls see me. I didn’t want my girls to be 50 years old and clue in gee my mom was trying to help me make better choices, not be rude or mean. CRAP I thought my mom was being a busy body, doesn’t she have a life? I thought I don’t want to be like that when I grow up. Well finally I am mature and that is exactly what I want to be like. Proud, courageous and strong. This last year as I spent time with my mom I did a lot of soul searching. I would tell my mom my thoughts, my feelings. My mom that’s not whom she is. She kept a lot of things to herself. I could tell when my mom was having a good or bad day. She would either shrug her shoulder or tell me I talk too much. I talked to my mom I didn’t push my believes on her. I would ask her if it is okay or what can I do mom to help you feel better. I know my mom loves all her kids and grandkids so if you where nagged or complained to you are blessed.
Posted on: Sun, 01 Sep 2013 11:44:02 +0000
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